i will tear my skin again
to feel for you
i will strangle my feelings
let them pour out late at night
to feel for you
i miss your terrible body
and oh how you made me cry
how you made me freeze up
how i wanted to run
but it was something
it was feeling

i return to you
careless lover
who killed me over and over
i come running into your soft arms
beg you for more
beg you over and over
hurt me again, hurt me again, hurt me again

apr 2022
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