i love you so much you don't even begin to understand when i picked you up from the airport i thought i was almost hallucinating
i couldnt even look you in the eyes
i wish i had acted on it or at least fucking done something
you are so unbelievably beautiful and i know you refuse to believe it and wouldnt believe it if i told you now
it eats me alive with guilt but i cant deny my feelings for you and i know we couldnt even be together anyways so whats the point
i want you to hold me i want to give you a bad tattoo i want to take you to my childhood home i want you to tell me all your stupidest fucking jokes
i wish you couldve stayed here with me forever
i want to hear every single mundane detail of your life because i just get drunk on hearing you talk

jul 2024
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