i hope you know how much i love you, how much i wish i could run away with you, how much i could make all those dreams over all those years come true
but it seems so so far away
i feel like ive done something wrong
i just wish i could spend every night with you laughing and cuddling and talking
like we did
but i am afraid
i don't want to hurt you and i don't want you to hurt me
i miss what we had and what we might have again

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i wish you knew how much i write about you

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wait, what time is it?
it's .. 6:23am
hahaha, we should probably go to sleep, i guess
yeah, i'm not even tired yet
me neither, i'm having so much fun
...
what if we watched the sun rise together?
i dunno if we can see it from here

jan 2023
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